Lucky gurrrrrrrrl

I am a lucky chick. I have cool friends! Nikki your blog is great to read every day! Jana, it was fun at your Pampered Chef party tonight.....You did a great job! Lynne, I love you always.....sorry I haven't called lately. Cindy MacKinnon... Thanks so much for the job and thanks for being my good friend and second mom. Cynde THANKS FOR THE POSTCARD! Jackie, we gotta get togethah!!! Kendra, I saw your new haircut (in a pic dad printed out) and it looks AWESOME!

Today I took care of Evelyn again. She is such a fun lady. I really enjoy spending time with her. We went TV shopping today. She found a Sony she really likes, but didn't buy it quite yet. Then she took me to lunch at Red Lobster (some job, eh?). It was a fun day. I am way behind in school again though..... UGH. I am also not paying enough attention to my husband these days. Why is it I can only focus on one thing at a time? Tomorrow I have bible study, then Evelyn's house, then studying all night..... makes me look forward to sleeping tonight, but then again that means tomorrow will be here sooner.

My birthday "party" is on Saturday night, so anyone who wants to come PLEASE COME!!!!! If you need a bbsitter let me know and I will talk to my sister, Anna. There is a boxing match that night, so if you need an excuse to bring your man, there ya go!

PS....Does anyone know the name of song 9 on the EvanEssence CD? I have a burned copy...

Don't know what u got til it's gone...

A few days ago an old friend of mine's husband fell off a 40 story building while doing construction and died. He was 33 years old, and had two daughters under 9. My friend, who is 31, is now a widow. She also got laid off in January and does not have a job. You just never know when it is time to go.... OUr neighbor and Jarrod's best friend is very sick, because he drinks too much and has other health problems... And what makes it more sad is that he is 34 years old, and in the past 3 weeks has decided to get baptised and is updating his life insurance policy. He just seems too young to be preparing to leave this world. Jarrod and I think we don't need insurance because we are young. We think its not time to save money yet. Those are bad decisions, but we rarely get mad at eachother. We enjoy pretty much all day every day with eachother. We talk on the phone a lot and try to make a point to pay attention to each other. It has been thrown in our face lately how precious life really is. Although you hear it all the time, this moment could be the last, this could be your last night of pizza and movies in your pjamas w/ the one you love. You just never know...

Thankful

Today I am thankful that I have a variety of age groups in my life of wonderful, wise people. Mostly women, I admit, but it is great. I am truly amazed by what you can learn from someone in as little as 60 seconds sometimes, if you just stop thinking about yourself and LISTEN.

Oh Happy Day!

Well today I went to work w/ Jarrod, which means I was a passenger in his truck from 6:40 am to 5:40 pm. It makes my butt hurt and it makes me tired sometimes to stare at the road, but I can only imagine his pain. We always have a blast tho. We are both goofy and we have been together so long it is just comfortable and I dunno....... people who have been together a while know what I mean. It is fun. He is fun. So now I am home and I NEED to be studying Economics. UGH! It is not too horribly hard, but it is tedious. It is more fun to read people's blogs of course. :) Nikki's is awesome today. You rule woman. Hope you like the movie tonight. Tiffany it was great to talk to you for a while yesterday. GUESS WHAT!~ I got some extra work! I might actually be able to afford that PERM I want and also these VANS tennis shoes I really want. ANyway the work is staying at Evelyn's house w/ her. SHe is the older lady I clean for and she hurt herself last week and is using a walker now. PLEASE pray for me that I will be confident and loving, because I do not know what to do w/ an older woman all day. I do not want her to feel uncomfortable or anything, I don't know what I should talk about!!!!!!!!! Help! ANyONE have SugGEstions?

ALSO did anyone watch episode 38 of the SOPRANOS last night? LOVE THAT SHOW! I am obsessed w/ it a little bit. What can I say, I never had a "soap"! :)

LOVE YA'll
thanks for reading!
CAROLINE

here it comes.......

Ok, remember those depressing negative thoughts from the other day.....the ones I was warning my husband about? Well they are flooding my mind right now. I think I seriously need a creative outlet like RIGHT THIS MOMENT, before I just sink into a hole and waste my Saturday night wishing I had a different life, or could get excited about something simple and not worry so much. Ho hum... woe is me. (eeyore)

SOLD OUT

Yes, I have sold out. I decided to change the name of my blog in order to make it readable for certain individuals who may have been offended by my obscenities. Please forgive me for anyone who cares that I sold out to clean talk. :)

grumble grumble

Yes, I am piiiiiiiiisssssssssy!
I cleaned a house this morning without doing my normal ritual of working out at the gym first (to wake up) and I have paid for it all day. I am a sleeeeeeeeeepy dudette. When I got home around 1 pm I was going to go to the gym but Jarrod said nah... take a nap, you will feel better. This is after I told him I have hellacious PMS and we should not be talking for a few days, because I will say negative depressing things I do not mean. Well I laid down for about 1 1/2 hours before I finally fell asleep. All I could hear were sirens (we live in ghettoville) and my mind was going a million miles an hour about all the things I should be doing right now. Well I did end up getting some sleep and I feel better now, except its 4:30 and I need to take a shower and go buy cigarrettes with my invisible money. I think I might go raid my mommy's fridge tonight. I am constantly hungry when I am broke... but everyone wants what they can't have RIGHT NOW. Well thank heavens it is Friday. Maybe tomorrow I will get to clean Bryn's grandma's house, and maybe this red cat will get adopted at the adopt a pet. Happy Trails!

Thank you KENDRA

Thank you Kendra for helping me figure out how to blog again!!!!!!!!! It is a beautiful day in computer land.
it is 6:59 am and I am going to have a good day. I am not quite awake, yet. I have a hangover from one glass of red wine. I think I am becoming a light weight. I do not know why I decided to drink it last night anyway, it wasn't much fun and it just made me want to smoke a lot of cigarrettes. (did I spell that right?)
I did enjoy talking to my neighbor. She is 45, ecclectic and has long blonde hair. She entertained me with stories from the past and we made fun of the husbands and they made fun of us.
Tonight she is excited that Survivor is starting. I am not much into Survivor but Extreme Makeovers is starting again tonight at 8 p m and THAT is one show I really like to watch. I am not a TV person, but the serious shallow side of me just really gets into people getting made over.
Ok, so just like the fantasy of a prince rescuing you, I am dreaming of an internet smartee coming along to teach me how to make a comment bar on my blog.
You see, I take a telecourse and an internet course for college right now, and I clean houses while the people are not home, so you see, I have not much human communication so I live for my mailbox and my email, hee hee! WRITE ME PEOPLE! send me a postcard!

haha
More later
Happy Thursday!!!!!!!!!