crazyassmamalife

I can't believe how buzy I stay. It is wierd, when I stop and think about it. The computer is my outlet, my vice, and I barely have had more than once a week to check it. Right now I am risking it cuz the kids are running free playing or fighting together in the living room while I take two seconds to blog in my bedroom. I miss my laptop, having the freedom of it ya know. But it got fried because well I have bad karma or bad luck, depending on who you ask. I took it to get fixed and they said new motherboard, $1500 not worth fixing, blah blah blah.

My parents moved to Denver on Saturday night. They are excited. I am depressed. They haven't sold their house yet, so there is hope they won't stay. They got an executive apartment paid for by dad's work. They will be back to visit in a month. Sigh........ My sadness comes from my perfect plan to let my kids live and grow up by their grandparents at least while they were young-young like under age 12. Anyway my bubble is burst and Mahna is quite sad about not getting to visit grandma as much. I don't bring it up and am being careful not to talk about it around her. But she brings it up. It also doesn't help that their dog, Elliott died last week and Mahna is still sad about that, too.

On to happier thoughts........ um........ Cole is finally over a 3 wk sickness and I am so glad to be out of that canyon. It was hard to clean up so much puke day after day after day and also deal with me not sleeping and him constantly crying. Thank God for Klonopin, every mom should have a bottle just for those nutty days. And speaking of drugs, I also bought a box of Vivarin. NOT viagra. LOL Vivarin, you know, like 'no dose'. I took a half of one instead of drinking 5 cups of teeth staining calorie dense (cuz I put ten tons of cream in it) coffee. It was funny to buy a box of it tho, cuz Nikki and me use to take those things as teenagers so we could stay up all night. LOL so funny to think back on. That was our age of innocense before the real drugs.

And last but not least, my list of things that need done: Cole needs a haircut. I need to go to the dentist. Penny has a cyst on her ear. The cats need shots. Jarrod needs more work. I need to find some babyshower games by tomorrow. I need to change Cole's diaper.......... guess I better go.