decided

well jarrod and i decided and agreed today we want to name our lil gurl Mahna. For anyone who wonders it is pronounced MAaaaaaaahnuh. LOL LARA. well anyway today my mom anna and i had a garage sale and sold a bunch of our junk and then gave the rest to that monger of a thrift store CCA. i am sleeeeeeeepy cuz we only slept about 5 hours. i used to have NO idea why people couldn't live on 3-5 hours of sleep but today i have felt so horrible i can't believe i am in the same body i was 5 years ago, or heck even 6 months ago! i feel her moving in my belly all the time though, and it is so cool, like a secret kind of thing between us. so thats the story for today, more later, adios thanks for reading

last day in Utah

Today is the last day in utah, and i am oh so glad. I loooove being around my sister, though, and I will totally miss her. I just really miss Jarrod. I can't believe I haven't seen him in 5 days! He has been having fun with his family and friends, too, and stayed bizy so that is all good. We hang out like constantly so it is really wacky for us to be apart for this long. Also being in a hotel room w/ franky, anna, mom and dad for so many days it is kind of crowded and u know how u just get cranky w/ people after a few days. anywaysssss hope u are all doing good.

still happy clappy

I am still a happy woman, knowing i am having a girl. I just need to decide on a name. I really like Mahna for the reason of family. It was my beautiful grandma's name who died. She was the most awesome person. But I also like Audrey and I really have an urge to let Jarrod name our daughter. He just wants to let me decide. Well I am in Utah right now visiting Kendra, who graduated from COLLEGE yesterday. She is too accomplished i tell ya! We have had a lotta fun tho. It is fun being on a vacation w/ my family, like olden times. But I miss my huzband a lot, too. It is weird sleeping w/ out him and not seeing my kitties everyday. Luckily his parents have been entertaining him constantly since I left, so he has not been bummed out or bored. Tomorrow is mother's day so happy day to all you Mommy's out there. adios for now, thanks for all the comments!

can't paint your nails while you blog

haha

okay enough of my depressing and angry blogs... this is a super happy one b/c i have been on cloud 9 since yesterday when I found out I am having a GIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

i am so so sosososoososoooooooooo happy and i feel so blesssed and soooooooooooo lucky and oh jeez i am scared shitless but i am amazed and in awe and my new favorite color is pink!

I can't believe I GET TO RAISE A GIRL! I feel so lucky!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh

ok anyone else excited??